Through the years online, I've suddenly found the way of adding a sense of self to an undisclosed life and also a sense of self confidence that had eluded me throughout my early life, after all a sense of purpose in life is what we all seek, a reason to live, a reason to hold on to this pathetic existence ( some may seem!!)
But it's through the world of the internet that I see what that purpose in life is for me, it is a social and creative one for me, a way of showing whoever may be interested in the area of Fantasy art and that creative influence of a mind so involved in drawing and realising art, but also impacted by lifes shite at the same time!
Observations in new concepts should always be observed online and off and be documented for future reference for as to show what life was like for seperate individual artists and just individuals in general, after all an experience in life is a thought in time for anyone who needs to ackowledge that they themselves know about the world from their view, trapped from the confines of their own mind.
Change your life, every new year should bring with it a new sense of change and self belief, a sense of new beginnings, a change worth believing in, a dream that can be realised easily with a little effort on your part and a little forethought of every action and occurence that you instigate.
Dull jobs come and go, but life is always constant, concentrate on your main goal in life and you will be on your path to succeed in whatever you want to do, you have to believe this as life is always there to try and drag you back to the filth of a pit of despair.
Saturday, 12 January 2008
Wondering what life is all about
Ever wondered this.... well it's a complete waste of time as the more you wonder what this life is all about, before you know it, death beckons and your life is over, wasted with regret and misery.
So in advanced acknowledgement of this fact, it's best to take the bull by the knackers and find your own path and sod everything else, only taking into account your immediate close knit family and drag them along for the ride, life is about living, not to worry about living.
Local and international presidents and prime ministers come and go as the incompetent fools that they become, making each and every part of the world stink with political turbulence that spoils the worlds residents to live the life they should and most rightly deserve.
I come from the world of poverty, I'd say, as I grew up expecting nothing and wanting nothing except a deep knowledge of how to paint and draw like the fantasy masters that I came to admire as I was growing up.
Drawing and creating art for me was like giving a part of me and my mind to paper that would never see the light of day, only to close family, if I had that.
Drawing concepts and ideas became the buzz of normal day life, I never had a proper job until late in my life and that was to lead to more dull life dullness, when I did get a job, but I nevertheless felt normal getting a job, like I conformed to everyday life and the society that was set before me, after all a job meant supposed security and potential advancement in social circles, but this was a fabrication in terms of the way institutional societies had evolved and become the norm throughout the worlds bollocks world affairs.
So in advanced acknowledgement of this fact, it's best to take the bull by the knackers and find your own path and sod everything else, only taking into account your immediate close knit family and drag them along for the ride, life is about living, not to worry about living.
Local and international presidents and prime ministers come and go as the incompetent fools that they become, making each and every part of the world stink with political turbulence that spoils the worlds residents to live the life they should and most rightly deserve.
I come from the world of poverty, I'd say, as I grew up expecting nothing and wanting nothing except a deep knowledge of how to paint and draw like the fantasy masters that I came to admire as I was growing up.
Drawing and creating art for me was like giving a part of me and my mind to paper that would never see the light of day, only to close family, if I had that.
Drawing concepts and ideas became the buzz of normal day life, I never had a proper job until late in my life and that was to lead to more dull life dullness, when I did get a job, but I nevertheless felt normal getting a job, like I conformed to everyday life and the society that was set before me, after all a job meant supposed security and potential advancement in social circles, but this was a fabrication in terms of the way institutional societies had evolved and become the norm throughout the worlds bollocks world affairs.
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